Monthly Archives: February 2015

There is Hope

I am walking on the Golden Gate bridge writing a eulogy For Fear. So far, during our short cohabitation around the globe, He has held me, soothed me, wrapped me, tucked me in tight next to his lifelong friend, Anxiety. … Continue reading

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Why I Won’t Medicate: Cyclothymia, Hypomania & Creativity

When I am ‘up’, everything I write is pure gold. I am unabashedly a genius. During my last ‘up’ spell I decided, in a moment of deadly lucid seriousness, that I was one of the voices of my generation. Hold … Continue reading

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Tracking

To the Captain of our sinking, mutually destructive ship I am watching the ebb and flow            of my life splatter black ants, workers burning on an iPhone screen tracking                 even tracing every goddamn stinking single thing you, Reader, … Continue reading

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Ode to Cantonese

In Cantonese I can lie above the melee and let them say their piece let them pierce each other and I, out of the needle’s way completely, completely completely myself. Tones batter, weather storms and rise with typhoons and inquiry. … Continue reading

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